thursday,
depression-day.

i really hate myself for being so stupid n lazy. haix, went early to sch as early as 8.30am to do assignments.
try my best to do as much as possible, the rest is left for them to do. i really prefer to do assignment then maths.

uncle reached, break a new that his girlfriend want a breakup. i no comment, i dun like her gf in the first place. uncle then keep on harassing me, telling me i should buck up and do my maths AND ITS FOR MY OWN GOOD. wtf, really. i dun scold any person vulgar de, but hes really pissing me off. i noe what is the best for me, i noe i should pull up my socks, i noe i shld this n i should that. but PLEASE dun nag at me as if u r a spoilt radio. u are just making me to hate you. nobody can make me change, included you. i only change myself for my own sake, not for anyother else. i know i am selfish, but thats is me. because of my stubborness, my mum is dead. thus u can see that my stubborness is 400% strong. so you better dun pissed me off.

because of him+ he keep emphasis de MATHS, i have been very moody for the whole day, i just carn cheer up myself.
Lonely, i really felt lonely in this piece of land, i carn find someone who i really need. reached home, saw kitty dear, persuade him by hard n soft. he finally be with me for a moment. for more than 1 week nv see him, i really want him to be close to me and comfort me. but, he seems dun like it. nvm, i will not forced him, let him walk down to downstair himself. i felt lonely again.

is there anyone really cares about me? i really feel sad about it.
until my dad return, i really felt better. although he didn say anything special, but his presence let me know that i am not alone. thank you dad.

i won ruin my future, tonight, beside bloggin, i have spent extra time on maths.

tuesday,
stress-day.

wk 8 is just near the corner, i am so stressed up now. this kind of stress is accumulated from the starting of sch. it is like taking off more and more of my breath each day. i feel like tears flowing to my stomach, i have to move on, if not, i will cry even more.

i felt really tired of this life. if there is a chance, i would like to sleep and dream in my own world and don wake up, just let me in my own story. just let me write my story, to my exciting and happy ending.

monday,
normal-day.

chem is still as bad,
got back my physics quiz resut(being marked leniently) 91.7%
mtech is just as slack as before.

time flew really fast, now is already week 7. we will have another quiz at week 8, after that would be 2 weeks of break and common test will appear all of a sudden.

poly life is just like a blink, although i am now get used to poly, but i still dun really feel myself as a poly-er.
money matters is also a problem, food and item is no longer cheap but of course i can still manage.

it is time. sometimes, i just feel so tired. i am so busy with all my stuff, while sometimes, i feel really bored and has nothin to do. THATS JUST LIFE.

Friday,
Longest-day ever.

sch start n ended at 12. went to hougang point buy grocery, stomache. so didn have chance to tour hougang point, at least 1 yr didn go there ler. reach home, play com till 5. prepare dinner n eat at 6. quickly went to sch for weiqi.

training ended at 10.30pm. WOW! is even later then my kr lesson.
today was asked to solve few questions and play a 19 board. lose at the beginning but win at the back. i was so scared because a expert help chai yin, then i scared i might nt win. but fortunately, i WON(1st time in 19 board)

wednesday,
i hate maths-day.

flunk my maths. really flunk it, :<

other sub are very sianx, nothin to tok about it.
kr lesson, doris didn come, so nt very high. nxt wk will be the last class, glad to hear that we will be continue our class on same time n day.
no more american time to blog, need to do research for biomaterials.

sianx, tmr is being forced to help out in a inter-pri sch chinese chess compeition. why should we weiqi-er help out? its none of our business.

1. When will the Sun not shine and when will the World end?
August 2036(hope it can come earlier)

2. What you want the most now?
Dream
3. Do you believe in afterlife?
No. I only believe in science.
4.When do you wish to die?
I dnoe, when i think tha the world is beyond hope/when i think i have fufilled all my dreams

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Do you really mean after a rain or just an expression?

6. What impossible things u would wish to do?
To have a machine that you can write you own story can become the character in the story in real life.

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
Only when u meet the right person.

8. Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Yes. I am regreted.

9. What feeling do you love most?
laugh in a good conversation.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
requirement for a perfect or a acceptable?

11. What feeling do you hate the most?
all negative de.
12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
depend who are the one
13. Is there anything you're looking forward to in the next few weeks?
nt yet
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
friend/family/freedom/dream
15.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
the only friend/only family/only me

16. Do you find life meaningless?
althou my life not is extremely meaningful, but i still cherish and look forward to my future.

17. Who do you love the most?
myself/my friend/my family/my cat

18. What you love the most tt ur stead do to u?
dhave one yet
19. What's the crazy thing(s) you ever did?
dare to do, ddare to say
20. Do you believe that friends are more important than family?
both are important, but the friend only apply to her, the family only apply to him.

21. What's your greatest wish?
To find a true love, to get a dream job, to live a dream life. to have the dream/story player machine

22. What's the most embarrassing thing tt u've done in ur life?
dwish to talk bout it.

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from above.Add in your personal question, then tag 8 peoplein your list.
List them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all.here it goes..Add this question is,

do you really wish to follow the instruction?

LAUGHTER THE BEST MEDICINE

(1) DON'T LOOK AT NAKED LADY
Boy 1: Why do you run from a naked lady?
Boy 2: Becos my mum said that if I look at a naked lady, I'll turn intostone. A part of me is getting hard already!

(2) NAMES OF WIVES
A malay man had 4 wives, and he called his...
4th wife..... baby doll
3rd wife.....china doll
2nd wife.....barbie doll
1st wife..... panadol !

(3) HOW INDIA GOT ITS NAME
This is how India got its name.....
The king was having sex with his mistress
while thinking a name of his country
and his mistress ask him 'is it In Dear?'...

(4) RESEARCH FINDING
Research shows men are fatter than women because every-night men get fresh milk & 2 big papayas
while women only get 1 banana, 2 peanuts & 1tea-spoon of starch!

(5) ARAB MAN
An arab was being interviewed at a US checkpoint.
'Your name pls.'?
'Abdul Aziz '
'Sex? '
'Six times a week!! '
'No, no, I mean male or female! '
'Doesn't matters, sometimes even camel !'

(6) SERVICE
Sex is like a restaurant.
Sometimes you get full satisfactory service,
and sometimes you have to be satisfied with self-service'

(7) HAPPY MAN
What makes a happy man?
Daughter on the cover of cosmo.
Son on the cover of sports illustrated.
Mistress on the cover of playboyand ..
Wife on the cover of 'missing persons'

(8) SWIMSUIT
Why was the 2-piece swimsuit invented?
To separate the HAIRY section from the DAIRY section.

(9) GOOD AMBITION
Teacher: What do you want to become?
Little Johnny: Doctor !!
Teacher: Why?
Little Johnny: Coz its the only profession where u can tell a woman totake off her clothes and ask her husband to pay for it.

(10) DENTIST
Woman complaining to dentist: 'It's so painful, I'll rather have a baby than have a tooth removed.
'Dentist: 'Make up your mind soon, I'll adjust the chair accordingly.'

(11) VIRGIN
Old lady, 85, a virgin, about to die.
wanted her tombstone to read : BORN A VIRGIN, LIVED A VIRGIN, DIED A VIRGIN.
The engraver shortened it to: ' RETURNED UNOPENED '

(12) OLD MAN AND YOUNG GIRL
75 yr old man got married to a 15 yr girl.
On their first night both were crying - why???
Coz she didn't know anything, and he had forgotten everything.

tuesday,
blues-day.

wake up in the morning, 1st thot is: i really hate to go to sch. (dnoe why i felt this way, from pri sch till now, this is really the first time feeling so rejected from going sch. perhaps is due to the stress from classmate, the homework from the teachers, the laziness from myself. i really dun feel like goin to sch.)
tot the class today start at 9(tats monday timetable). reach sch, saw bifang, the she told me class start at 8. this news startled me, but i think i really on tuesday blues, i walk slowly to classroom(usually, if i late, i will run)
1st lesson: CP, i dun understand their damn programming language
(continue on tuesday blues)
2nd lesson:Biomaterials, get result for the quiz. i got an B, happy, satisfied. Uncle got full marks, happy for him.
(still on blues, dnoe why)
3rd lesson: molecular & cellular bioengineering. Pass up our lab report, think it was quite well done. go to yakult factory, learn alot of stuff, and get to drink free yakult, thats good, i gt few days didn drink ler. also taste the yakult that didn add syrup, it taste SUCK and YUCK! PUI!
(no more blues ^^)
4th lesson: biomechanics
quiz today, but i think i can pass, so no more blues ^^

but....tmr i think my math quiz result would be out, i would be damn blues, hope my kr lesson can cheer me up.

saturday,
weiqi(shoutan) day.

early morning, went to sengkand interchange to meet sinwei and other GUYS. so sianx, no gurls joinin the helpout. although i am extremely boring today, but it seems that i have really turn immune to loniness.

game started at 9.30 am. total have 7 rounds, so after each round, there will be a short break.
their buffet lunch is really yucky. don want to talk about it.

from the compeition, i saw the cuteness and montrous of those kids. some are cute, some made me cry, some made me hate them some are soso smart that i seriously envy them.

everything end at 6.30pm.
took taxi home, haven took my pay cuz i go off earlier, dun want eat dinner with them.
go back home eat maggie mee, so long haven eat ler.

some people say that maggie mee are for those who are too busy, but i think otherwise. because i am too busy to even cook maggie mee. but for last time holidae, nothin to do, i often cook maggie mee.

friday,
happy birth-day.

happy birthday to our class rep azmeer!
today, our classmate have bake a CHOCOLATE CAKE to our dear azmeer. then we sing song to him, i am sure that he is touched. tmr he have a chalet at downtown east, but i am not sure whether i will go or not, the weiqi compeition end at 5 but i carn suppose go off at 5, there must be some clear up n stuff.

today doesn't really have class, coz mtech is really slack and then go for physic, extremely boring, i really struggle to keep myself awake. after that, sch ended.

went to amk hub with the H1/H2 gurls(1st time with class/course/schmates to amk hub) to watch movie. but i watch a different movie, they go watch what happen in vegas, i go watch made of honour. you may ask, why i didn't go watch with them.

ans: i am not interested in WHAT HAPPENED IN VEGAS. plus i hasn't got time to watch this made of honour this week. well, i prefer to watch movie myself. coz i dun really like a noisy environment.

after movie, went home. on the way to left amk hub, saw uncle and his girlfriend, said hi to them. but her girlfriend like dun like me leh, don dare to look straight to my eyes, well, is dun dare to LOOK AT ME. whatever, i also dun like her either. SO DAO.

wednesday,
extremely long day.

a early morning start, this few days didn't have 8 hours of sleep, so mine panda eyes appear ...!!! only didn't sleep for 8 hours for 2 days, it appear ler...zzz

reach koufu in the morning, ask cheryl to teach me implict differiention, she teach till gowant vomit blood, i still don 100% understand...haix, paiseh..i have a slow n square brain.
next, math lesson. having a revision for tmr test, beside implicit that i really have problem with. others are quite okay as long i dun face a difficult one.
next lesson is mtech, went to ELP and slack slack slack.
have big mac and potato spud for lunch.
biomaterial quiz, goner. i will be glad that i managed to pass.
sch end.

went for weiqi, learn a new trick. being FORCED to helpout for next thurs n fri de weiqi compeition in nyp. then, i have also volunteered to help out to be a judge for this sat nan chiau pri sch weiqi compeition, to count the seeds. got free breakfast n lunch with additional 40 bucks.
but in order not to embrassased myself at sat, i better practice on how to count the seeds clearly and professionally.

korean class. doris came today, and the class turn very high lol. bad news, the time n venue for kr lessons might change to choi ching at sat morning. I DUN WANT!!!!!!!
wed is just nice for me, sat got my weiqi, so CARN! but i dun want to give up my korean at this critical monent either. so PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE THE TIME AND VENUE.

tuesday,
a busy day.
reach sch kinda early,
CP for our first lesson, still can cope with it so i'm nt so worry about this module though.
biomaterial next, have a 30 MCQ test tmr, but haven study at all. so hope that lady luck will be with me tmr, help me pass ba~~
after break, got lab today. doing gram staining, me n uncle in a grp but we didn manage to succeeded in the staining. but nvm anyway, lab got no points, it the lab report that counts.

last lesson, physic. we ask for a postpone of quiz and succeeded, so quiz is postponed to next tues. thats gd, got time to study.

got home and do the 1st part of my biomaterial de assignment, did manage to find the info very easily. then start to do the lab report of the molecular module, the work is rather tedious. didn't manage to finish today, but nvm still got time.

go thru maths, but still dun understand the stupid deriviative, i know that i am a goner now.

sunday,

reach 11am at bishan cc for my weiqi beginner lesson. the lessons are very useful, and i have also made more new friends at there. after lesson, we have a few rounds, and i have 2 times lost and 1 time win. after that, our nyp group go to nearby to have our lunch.

haix, i haven start my study on maths n physics yet. i am in shit now.

friday,
short day.

wake up too early and reach sch 2 hours earlier. try to do my biomechanics tutorial but dun understand a thing. but until go to class, at least understand abit.
after sch end, went to hougang mall buy some gorcery back home cook. finally got time to cook a proper meal, feel great.
alot of tests is coming up, but i still dun feel like study...haix.
hope my sat n sun will be better.

thurs,

today sch start late, so get to sc at 11am. meet uncle, cheryl n bifang at south canteen. bought MVR, but extremely ex.
went for maths lesson, sianx again. and 2 test is coming up.
after that is CP lesson. lecturer did not come today, a relief teacher come instead. but i dun really like her.
sinwei(weiqi president) called me to go to bishan de weiqi association at 7.30pm today. but i rejected, coz today i want to touch my kitchen wok awhile. besides that, he also should have told me much more earlier, so that i can choose to go. but nvm, it it not extremely importand anyway. so today end at 4.30 at sch.
quickly go home and pan-fry some ikan. then have a very full dinner.
after that, go look for my dear and have 1 hr de nice time with her. then accompany her downstair to look for her other friends, feed them with some biscuit. those cats start not feel so afraid of me, but some are still very so unfriendly. only my dear are so friendly from the start till the end.

wednesday,
busy day.

really stressed up with the molecular lab report, today is the dateline. no choice, we pass up our poorly done lab report. it really stressed me up. after lesson, got chemistry makeup lesson. but i didn go for it, i went for weiqi lesson instead. i really carn give up my weiqi for the idiot chem lesson that i totally carn understand. anyway, i am going to join the weiqi LANKE tournament for beginner at june, i have to buck up my skills.

after weiqi ended. went for kr lesson, everything is quite fun. and our teacher have a very cute ringtone but blogger carn post it up. so too bad, so sad.

monday,
one whole week nvm see my dear ler, i miss you.
but ytd, after i saw you made me smile again, but you have lose weight, i am so guilty for not being by your side.
today nv go see you, i feel so guilty again. rmb to eat ^^

sunday,
went to meet vanessa at mc doing our regular self study at there.

*Beware* of a guy age 14-17 lunatic/loony/crazy/KI SIAO guy. alway appearing at the morning about 8am to 10am.

we have seen this loony for 3 weeks ler, everytime he come near past on table he will blubber rubbish, but we will ignore him like we never saw him and nothin happen. this is nt the main point.
today, he came past our table, talking rubbish again, we ignore him. i heard him saying what sec 5 are idiots and he is an idiot( i agree that he is an idiot). then he keep on rubbishing, we carn stand him anymore, then we decided to leave, but he FOLLOW us. we walk n walk, he follow and follow. then we decided to run, then we run with our full speed without looking back. finally, we shake him off.

then vanessa suddenly think of a movie verse: "you can run but you can never hide" zzzz
then i intend to went back mc to take a photo of him and post it on blog, but hes nt there anymore, so i am going to mc next week to take pictures. wait for his pic next week. lol

awww, both of them are so passionate~caught in the act.

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